I know this is going to be short, just for the fact that there isn’t much to say right now. What I can say, is my life is getting interesting, scary, boring, and various other things. It’s like I’m shedding the old and coming with the new. I may not have had so much happen to me but it has been far more active.
The fact of the matter is, this is me, this is how I see life. Everyone has their own perceptions of what is and what isn’t. There is no solid truth because there is all kinds of truths. Recently, maybe a few weeks back I can’t really recall– I was attacked by something, left the biggest hand print on my face. I think I was slapped now that I think about it. The dryness and not really sting but sorta like that reminds me of a slap that hit really hard.
I didn’t even know about it until I looked in the mirror– I’m vain as hell (oh well). I do know that when I woke up the second time after having some serious dream/maybe real experience, that I thought I might have cried or something because of the fact that it felt funny on one side. It was then that I’d seen the huge hand print red as hell. Scared the heck out of me. The fingers were kinda guy like because of how big they were. (I’d already tried to rationalize that I might have pressed my hand on my face hard in my sleep. But of course my fingers are much smaller than the print.)
I sent my friend and boyfriend pictures of my face, both were shocked. I hadn’t mentioned this in the beginning, but before the print and weird dream thing I saw some guy hovering over me he was kinda heavy set it looked like. Close to my friend’s body type. So I basically told him to fuck off and go away since I was tired. I made sure to ask my friend immediately after I saw the print then sent him the photos. I don’t know if he ever found out what happened, but I’m sure as hell curious. I can’t help but feel he holds far too much back from me. It’s annoying, but then again I can’t control what he does.
The dream thing though, that had to be the weirdest of the entire time. I woke up again after the whole hovering over my body thing. To my room full of people, like my entire room had someone watching me. It was both unsettling and freaked the shit out of me. I know that when I finally woke up I was very unhinged and panicky. Minus the deranged part. I don’t usually show how I feel when I’m scared or anything like that, it’s all mostly internal unless it’s a fun kind of scared such as jump scares from a game. But when I’m really scared and it’s not a cool situation it’s inside and I deal with it accordingly.
This blog is only for my experiences, so you won’t see me talking about anything else but my supernatural stuff. I can’t complain, I wanted more eye openers– pun not intended. I want more crazy stuff to happen to me. I want to learn how to deal with more things like this. If you want to see the pictures, I posted them to my Twitter. That’s the direct link to the post.